Funeral

I went to a Funeral today
well I was strong enough to face it
but end up I burst in tears
well I learn alot during the ceremony
so meeting Levy in person was great
but never really talk because it's quite a long time since I last met her
well met some funny people as well

there goes a joke
A: Did you see coffee?
B: Yes, I saw coffin.
A: [thinking that she would be able to drink coffee to wake her up] Where?
B: There the big coffin over there.
A: **laugh**

I did not handle well in this situation
I still poor in handling such situation
need time to build up

May you rest in peace uncle.

Just a Dream - Nelly

I was thinking about her
Thinking bout me
Thinkin bout us (us)
What we gunna be?
Open my eyes, (Yeah)
it was only just a dream...

So I travel back (uh)
down that road (road)
Will she come back? (Uh)
No one knows
I realize (Yeah)
It was only just a dream.

I was at the top and now its like I'm in the basement
Number 1 spot, Now she find her a replacement
I swear now I can't take it
Knowing somebody's got my baby

Now you ain't around, baby I can't think
I shoulda put it down, shoulda got that ring
Cuz I can still feel it in the air
See her pretty face, run my fingers through her hair

My lover, my life, My shawty, my wife
She left me, Im tied.
Cuz I knew that it just ain't right

I was thinking about her
Thinking bout me
Thinkin bout us (us)
What we gunna be?
Open my eyes, (Yeah)
it was only just a dream...

So I travel back (Uh)
Down that road (Yeah)
Will she come back? (back)
No one knows
I realize (Yeah)
It was only just a dream.

When I be ridin
man I swear I see your face at every turn
trying to get my usher on but I can't let it burn
And I just hope that she notice she the only one I yearn for
No more will I be missing, will I learn?

[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/just-a-dream-lyrics-nelly.html ]

Didn't give her all my love
I guess now I got my payback
Now im in the club thinking all about my baby
HEY, she was so easy to love
But wait, I guess that love wasn't enough
I'm going through it everytime that I'm alone
Now I'm wishing she would pick up the phone
But she made a decision that she wanted to move on
Cause I was wrong.

I was thinking about her
Thinking bout me
Thinkin bout us (us)
What we gunna be?
Open my eyes, (Yeah)
it was only just a dream...

So I travel back (Uh)
Down that road (road)
Will she come back? (back)
No one knows
I realize (Yeah)
It was only just a dream...

If you ever loved somebody put your hands up
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up
Now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything
X2

I was thinking about her
Thinking bout me
Thinkin bout us (us)
What we gunna be?
Open my eyes, (Yeah)
it was only just a dream...

So I travel back (Uh)
Down that road (road)
Will she come back? (back)
No one knows
I realize (Yeah)
It was only just a dream...
X2

Unfair

i admit this is unfair
but all i can do is shut up
nothing else i can say
how much i put in still i am wrong
i never be right
when you given such good offer
why never perform good
you only study when you got the tips
when no tips you leave it
certain time i told myself
why it was you not me
but looking at myself
i am already at degree
no one realize on me or put any attention
maybe because i am a girl
no difference got it or not
all i know is i work hard to get this result
no memorize getting question the day before and all
but it is effort i put in
i guess in future we will know who life is better
work hard and get the fruit later
is this so?

updates

hmmm......
basically nothing much....
last week nothing special

september 14 - 16
nothing happen

september 17 night
went to church for a concert
glenn peckiam

september 18 - 19
went to PD
got bitten by bloodsuckers
got terrible sun burn
having an ultimate experience
and the scariest moment in life
*quite dramatic thou* but its true
went to Puchong
went to pyramid for lunch
last station my house

september 20
college reopen
went for kumon interview
went to airport to fetch xiao shu
dinner with her and li kun
yam cha at ss15

september 21
class like normal

september 22
class as usual
lunch with cassie

september 23 - 25
busy for no reason

september 26
home having dinner
invited likun,alfred,dai he,mike,kally,harry,xiao shu and her 2 friends

Love - Jaeson Ma feat. Bruno Mars

Verse 1
Now Hollywood wants to make you think they know what love is. But I´m a tell you what true love is. Love is not what you see in the movies. Its not the ecstasy its not what you see in that scene you know what I mean? I´m telling you right now true love is sacrifice. Love is thinking about others before you think about yourself love is selfless not selfish. Love is God and God is love. Love is when you lay down your life for another whether for your brother your mother your father or your sister its even laying down your life for your enemies that´s unthinkable but think about that. Love is true. Think.

Chorus:

I´ll put you in front of me
So everybody can see
My love this is my love

I know that I´ll be alright
As long as you are my guide
My love this is my love

Verse 2
Love is patient love is kind. It does not envy it does not boast it is not proud. It is not rude it is not self-seeking it is not easily angered it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects always trusts always hopes it always perseveres.
Love never fails. Love is everlasting its eternal it goes on and on it goes beyond time love is the only thing that will last when you die but ask the question why? Do you have love?

Chorus

Verse 3
There is no greater love than this than he who lays down his life for his friends. Now are you willing to lay down your life for your friends? You´re probably willing to lay down your life for your mother your father or your best friends but are you willing to lay down your life for even those that hate you? I´m going to tell you who did that the definition of love is Jesus Christ. He is love. The nails in his hands the thorns in his brow hanging on a cross for your sin my sins that is LOVE he died for you and me while we still hated him that is love. God is true love and if you don´t know this love now is the time to know perfect love.

Chorus

Movie I've watch

Vampire Suck was really suck to the max
which i regreted for wasting my money

Going the Distance was awesome
worth watching it twice

The Expandables was funny
which you can kept the DVD

The Last Airbender was great
storyline awesome

The Sorcerer Apprentice was nice
great movie all i can say

Grown Ups was funny
hahahax......

Continue where the post ends at......

Day after July 24 i am so busy with everything.....
i got assignment due and interview in my ways

week after that which is 1st of August
i have been busy preparing my finals until 13th
which = sleepless night for the week
the effort was paid off

15th August
meet up Cikgu Tumpil
and my NS mates
went for a movie,bowling,dinner [ buka puasa ]
send bottle back to Klang and dear Piggy back

16th August onwards i am at aunty Millie place
i went to 1U kidzsport and Sunway Lagoon with 2 kids
later on the other week was at home all week
busy with house work
manage to meet swee ling before she flew off

2nd September
celebrated dad birthday
mom cook his favorite dish
**yum yum**

10th - 12th
thought of going PD but had to cancel due to relative visit
also got bad news of result
then we went to sunway pyramid
tian hou kong temple
summit
porsche company and there goes 1 relative
another relative arrive just to had pizza and off

13th -14th
busy with mopping
it never end when come to mop
i always did 4-6times so it will be clean
sighz**
got a shock thank god only 1 papers flunk

basically this is the update after july 24th

My dearest Yee Po **heart**

visited her
felt that she is older again
felt so sad
also very pity her
i am missing her so much
her mentality really strong
she can climb up and down all by herself
just to get to washroom and sleep
she is strong
mentality strong
i salute her
**claps**
proud of her
gonna miss you so much
cant wait to visit you again
=)

This weekdays =)

Monday
went to class as usual
nothing special happened
its just a normal
but something happen in between thou
dont feel like mentioning it
so nothing happen

Tuesday
nothing much different
class as usual
but a very blur girl as usual
like a dumb dumb
haihz
life is tough as usual

Wednesday
a very tough day
why?
because 3 hours of law kill my brain cell alot
and also keep on dozing off
yet the weather is so warm
during statistic totally exhausted
craving for ice-cream to build my energy

Thursday
ENL test
and excited for BBQ
went to sok place to get ice-box and cake
headed to somewhere for lunch
bath and a short nap
oh god really tired of walking from house to field
then some unhappy things happen
but ok already
then clean up and went movie with cassie

Friday
reach home 2am
bath and sleep
then go dental
due to ulcer and mouth cramp
fail to do canine
haihz
went back home sleep again
then receive message
yoga is cancel
and that is my dad
busy with mum schedule

My Current Wishlist

1. Canon DSLR 550
2. I-phone 4
3. MacBook Pro
4. Canon IXUS or T5
5. Trip to Bali, Thailand, Singapore, Sabah
6. I-pod

I think so far these are the one I need.

Tuesday,Wednesday,Thursday

Tuesday
Well it should be a library day
i end up in the library with ivy and xiao shu
**yawn**
library is full of noise
so noisy

Wednesday
so tempting with fried rice
**yum yum**
ahaha
then go lunch with cassie
for me and sok is yam cha
then go lunch in AC
reach library thought of study
but library is so noisy
this was the day where mike got bully
few people say to him that he was CUTE
ahem ahem ahem hem hem

Thursday
today was just not my day
**sighz**
got scolded in the morning
damn innocent
never bring house key
stuck in the college
**sighz**
damn brother drove the car even he end at 5pm
i was supposed to drove the car not him
again it's not fair
there is nothing i can when dad was not around
dad i just need you here so badly
**sighz**
force to wait
then while sok going back
i was at block a surfing for job
when i say i found nothing on fresh graduate
more are coming in
haha
luck is back
and finally i am home

What you waiting for - Mizz Nina feat. Colby O'Donis

Baby, I never seen someone with your body
You make me want get this party started
Hey baby, come in tell me what this all, baby, baby
Tell me what you what you waiting for

Baby, I never seen someone with your body
You make me wanna get a little naughty
Hey baby come in get it it's all yours, baby, baby
Tell me what you what you waiting for

Its your birthday
So tell me what you want to
Its my birthday
I really wanna get with you
Drop the beat now and may be we can get it started
Well go insane and take you to the after party

So what's your name
Hey baby what's your name (oh yeah)
Sexys my name
Yeah sexys my name
OK and whats your game
Hey baby what's your game
OK I like to play
I I like to play

Baby, I never seen someone with your body
You make me want get this party started
Hey baby, come in tell me what this all, baby, baby
Tell me what you what you waiting for

Baby, I never seen someone with your body
You make me wanna get a little naughty
Hey baby come in get it it's all yours, baby, baby
Tell me what you what you waiting for

Hey sexy girl from Kuala Lumpur
Hey baby that's me I'll be on the dance floor
I got you with surprise we pop in up in VIP
and if I ask nice can I take you home with me

[2X]
So what's your name
Hey baby what's your name (oh yeah)
Sexys my name
Yeah sexys my name
OK and whats your game
Hey baby what's your game
OK I like to play
I I like to play

Baby, I never seen someone with your body
You make me want get this party started
Hey baby, come in tell me what this all, baby, baby
Tell me what you what you waiting for

Baby, I never seen someone with your body
You make me wanna get a little naughty
Hey baby come in get it it's all yours, baby, baby
Tell me what you what you waiting for

Baby let's get crazy
Come and loose control
You want to tear up the after party
I know you want some more
I wanna see you with that body
Working down real low
Baby yeah Come and get it
What you what you waiting for

Baby, I never seen someone with your body
You make me want get this party started
Hey baby, come in tell me what this all, baby, baby
Tell me what you what you waiting for

Baby, I never seen someone with your body
You make me wanna get a little naughty
Hey baby come in get it it's all yours, baby, baby
Tell me what you what you waiting for

PaPa RiCh

morning woke up
oh gosh presentation and it's ms deepa
stress and tension like mad
then after awhile everything was fine
haha
then reach home battery damn K.O. liao
suddenly when i was going to nap
Mike call i am the park already
checking venue for BBQ
i was like ok then i go there now
haha....
then reach home straight off to bed for a nap
wake up daddy is off to work and when he reach home
let go to PaPa Rich
oh yeah
stupid Standard Chartered Bank
why new notes cant enter machines
dumb dumb machines
then at papa rich found a spot and sit down
guess what
i order a mocha
that why i am updating the blog now
oh my cant sleep
work not done
damn damn damn

1 Utama

sunday afternoon
dad say "let go shopping"
i was like where ah??
first thing that come to dad mind is "wherever i feel like going the go lo"
i knew he was gonna say this
haha
expected
because like daughter like daddy
then found parking at the hotel there
so damn freaking far
first shop we enter is Padini then Voir
then headed to Adidas Add-on
then i bought Larrie slipper and mum bought NYC heels
so bro bought a converse
then FOS and last XIXILI
haha....
so much things we bought
i bought 2 books too
hehe....
well reach home damn late and prepare for presentation
=P

Cry Aloud

crying aloud
i cry today while prayers
i do realize i keep everything to myself
i do realize in myself there is a big hole that never heals
but i can bear with myself
although i need strong heart that bring me on
i guess i can bear with it
no matter how difficult this life is i will go on
well people cant see my pain because i hide them
its time for me to be who i am
just the old me will do
god bless everyone

Friday - ENL day and Activity

damn mike say 10am
i make my effort for that early
and he change the time
haih yaya
then 1pm reach college go library terus
saw kali
then i start with my LAW notes
haha
then while discussing ENL
mike is day dreaming on something
then we went lunch
oh so yummy my fried rice
haha
best fried rice ever
then reach home
having this idea of going church
so there i go
then reach home 2am
thank you joshua for the lift
that my day

Thursday - Lunch with Shermann and Inti Ball

alright
so excited about that day
am i??
hmm.....
not really
haha
well ok la
time just flew so fast that day
so we went lunch with lee chin jie, swee ling and shermann
glad that shermann is finally visit malaysia
haha
then we went mydin buy some stuff
then they came to my place
and i ask lee chin jie and swee ling to "paint" my face
after painting i felt like i look so mature
then went to inti ball
it was boring
so boring but overall
it was nice la
still acceptable
get the chance to went to MOS
what an experience

Wednesday - Lunch With Cassie

our group member got the 1st in critical thinking
so we ended up very fast
haha
so we get the chance to have lunch with Cassie
so we do enjoy
oh yeah
xiao shu, sok chan, mike, man hooh, chun lim, jin xian, yung siong, terence, chung kang, kian ming and me
well we went lunch with cassie
then ate and chit chat
after that while we walking back to block A
guess what
cassie celebrate diyana and devi birthday
haha
nice right??
then its raining and went lab to have a nap
too tired
and some dungu did something piss me off
end up i am having headache
ouch ouch
class end early also
and piss off with another dungu
that the day i guess

BrainTeaser and Critical Thinking

During MGT 203
our lecturer let us do something weird
critical thinking where she put all the article into different piece of paper
haihz
first one was ok
but second one was complicated
take away all our brain cell
eat alot of brain cell
sighz
Say bye bye to SINGAPORE TRIP
and hello to INTI BALL
alright friends weekend any plans???
i will occupy a car.....
ahaha....

New Feng Shui

hate it hate it hate it

dislike dislike dislike

A Horrible visit to a Dentist

i felt that my tooth are very dirty
so plan to visit a dentist
end up when i reach there the dentist wash my tooth and all
suddenly she say i got a lot of tooth decay
i was like what??
i wash my teeth with 2 different functions of toothbrush
but why still like this??
then i got cement for 4 of my teeth and 4 more 2 more week later
haihz....
my jaws was numb due to injection
gosh how worse can it be if I visited late
ouch
people please seek for a dentist check up every 6 months
feel so weird now
haihz

I need idea.....Which color is suitable for me???

Saturday

alright early in the morning after i woke up
i get ready to go to the saloon
well i expected i will used up whole day
end up only half
i went at 10am and i am done at 1++pm
so how superb is that??
haha
well new hair cut which is damn short,straight,no more color hair,thinner
basically this is how my hair look like
oh well
receive a text from nicole do you want to attend service
so i say yes
then i went at 4.40pm and went back at 7pm
then we went PJ States for dinner
gosh the food was delicious
maybe too long never go there
then dad came out an idea let go shopping
so we headed to pyramid and we park the car at CP6 F6
so how pack it is in pyramid
then we manage to buy all our things
and mom came out with an crazy idea
let's watch midnight show
i was like mignight show??
okay then
we bought ticket "THE LEGEND IS BORN - IP MAN"
so movie-ing with the EE-ians really nice
sadly uncle all cant make it
if not this would be another family gathering
so EE-ians what movie next??
and uncle-ians where is the family vacation plan???

Prayer

just dont know why i dont feel happy today
WHY???
i want to know
isn't it because after what he said
maybe it was not true at all
i am visualizing too much
hmmm
pray for god to save me
out of difficulties make miracle.....
the course of true love never did run smooth
just so random Dawn Yang give me the inspiration about shakespeare
oh god i am in love with poems.....
gosh poems craziness
back to foolballs
i am on football fever
seriously minor fever
ahahaha
i am tired
brazil 1-0

Talkative Day....

you must be wondering why my title is this....
yesterday i babble a lot in starbucks
and today i listen and babble along with xiao shu and mike
ok
well i went lunch with xiao shu today
the waffle recently selling is so disgusting and so sweet
after i ate i thought i was going to get diabetics
ahaha.....
but then i enjoy chatting with them
alright
seriously i never meant to not say bye to you
because after so long i also dont know what is what
are we still friends or what
so i was on my mp3 and really never realize that was a bye to me
well forget about it
alright ENL i really think that i need to brush up alot
having 5 subject this semester is not easy
oh gosh
STA 221 i guess i am gonna love you start next week
tomorrow after saloon i must target myself to finish up the law
where i bought one new book special for you LAW
ahaha.....
alright nothing to update
playing with Baby Harvard boy is very tired
also he is a boy and he play very rough
i got scar all over my body and my back
ouch baby boy you must stop that when you saw food
i was so kind to give you food and you are so bad to give me scar
haha
felt bad for never reply you
i am really sorry
Dear Father,
please give me a happy day to go through everyday life
and please bless people around me
i wish them happy,healthy and take away their sadness
god bless them and me
amen

Happy Birthday........

Ming Fong, Diyana, Sharon, Jay and Yuan Tai

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL OF YOU

WISHING YOU ALL THE BEST OF THE BEST

HAVE A GREAT ONE

HAVE A BLAST BIRTHDAY EVER

ALL THE BEST

TAKE CARE

=)

Wednesday and Thursday

WEDNESDAY
the whole day i was busy with my LAW assignment
until that day i am clueless
because i dont know what to do
LAW you got me nicely this time
haha
gosh this is how it goes
then whole night i was staying up to complete it
and yet finally i did it by thursday morning 9.40am close to 10am
but still i did it

THURSDAY
the moment i done with my LAW i was happy
but once i saw it with me i still feel like vomitting
so the moment i bind it and prepare to hand it up
i felt so freaking hungry
OMG.....
at that time i just need food
**yum yum**
then after that went to library
i felt so tired and dizzy
i need a rest badly
because staying up 2 days is not easy
sleepless night
i got fever and end up i go back and sleep
until 8pm
when i woke up i just dont feel like getting up
because i was so tired
until my friends ye heng text me
go for a drink in Starbucks
he drag me out from 9pm to 11pm
after reach home
i facebook and then sleep until then next day

Assignment-ing

having fun with Ruby,Diana and Pey Eon
done ENL but not done with LAW
argh
due date in 2 days times
oh father,
please give me strength and a clear mind to continue my job
i need a more specific guidelines from you up above
oh father,
please bring me peaceful and quiet upon me
god bless me
amen

Tired

today was really a tired for me
feel like i am dreaming today
dont know why
i am half dreaming like a zombie
aikz
this sound so true
i guess i really miss him badly
real badly
but he will never know because conflict arrives
and mr busy there
you really disappoint me once and once
where is the promise you gave me
i guess this is coming to an end
maybe you was just play boy like how you used to be
i thought we could be this happy but end up it just a dreams
you teach me how to fall for you and like you
but you never teach me how to forget you
i am tired of you all
you and you and you
when can you all let me go

Dinner with the EE-ians

having this crazy idea of family dinner
let invite grandmother along
then mummy say go and invite all your uncle's
so i text uncle Simon, uncle Ronny and uncle Eddie
uncle Simon and uncle Ronny replied me
but uncle Eddie never reply me [**sobz**]
so after that i went for a nap
then wake up we prepare to leave
according to uncle Simon
"grandmother is home alone"
which sounds so wrong
we said 7pm so we were late
thanks to Gilbert
so we went to the restaurant nearby grandmother place
which is Nan King Court PJ
then when we reach grandmother place
2 more special guest
daddy and uncle childhood friends uncle Yap and daddy cousin's uncle Kin Choi
so total 10 person
we order 6 dishes
which i think i am superb for the first time
i never add rice
OMG...
is this Emily??
after dinner which is 8.40pm
we went to IKEA to shop for house furniture
i bought a rack for my lovely printer
and wearing 6inch heels is very difficult to walk around
sighz
no picture update
but enjoy the dinner
*yum Yum*

My opinion towards religion

today early in the morning went for church service
well i realize my mates are getting away from me
maybe because i went church
but seriously if the system it's like church
i would probably stay
but when a place is full of rules
how you want the person to stay
religion is about freedom of speech even dressing
not rules and rules and rules
where a place you cant do this and that
so i chose to get my freedom
i can accept buddhism,hinduism,christianism and all sort of religion
i am open with it
but being in a society where we need to hide and do things silently is not really what i want
so unless the system change
make it modernize
then more people might go

Dad is back.......

i-shuffle is the old version
which look like this
hehe
cute anyway
and dad friends Mr. Boon
he is a Financial Analysis
but the song he include like very long time ago
still nice la
no comment
and met Baby Oscar just now
he is a lazy bum bum
and also messy bum bum
the bun of the hair always losen so cant see the eyes
haha
football fever update argentina V south korea 2:1

If only I been given a chance.....

if I have this chance I guess
I will turn back time and let you stay
Even when you say No
but it is my fault to let you go
I am regretted for letting you go
2008 was the best new confession we ever did
I remember the New Year
I remember the day when you were with me
The walk,The chat,The hands,The memories
but it's already a beautiful past
here I am gonna say I miss you so much

My Current Wish.......

1. I cant wait for dad to come back
2. I hope dad buy one property for me which I can move out as soon as possible
3. I want to change religion
4. I am tired of everything
5. I need to get out of this place
6. I want to leave this place
7. Tell me what should I do to change all this things
Dear father,
please give me guide from above,
my head is going to burst anytime,
I guess I cant take it anymore,
I need a big space for myself,
God bless me.
Father I wish you could give me guide on what where and things I should do.
I am lost.
I need a clear statement.
God bless me.

Girls always like PINK. Is this true??

wondering is this what i am getting from daddy....
cant wait for Saturday
As a daddy girl he think girls always like PINK
i told him many many times i like BLUE
but seems like he still don't understand....
hmm...
nevermind daddy i always like things you bought
just that everytime you buy is pink...
sometimes really dont understand why PINK.....
hehe.....
xOxO....you know you loved me =)

This is about......

well i created this blog is to update my daily happen
nothing much special
just a simple update
which everyone is able to view it
have fun and enjoy everyday of life