My Current Wish.......

1. I cant wait for dad to come back
2. I hope dad buy one property for me which I can move out as soon as possible
3. I want to change religion
4. I am tired of everything
5. I need to get out of this place
6. I want to leave this place
7. Tell me what should I do to change all this things
Dear father,
please give me guide from above,
my head is going to burst anytime,
I guess I cant take it anymore,
I need a big space for myself,
God bless me.
Father I wish you could give me guide on what where and things I should do.
I am lost.
I need a clear statement.
God bless me.